u/ialwayscameback

I dont have many words except life isn't going well at all. Parents divorced, struggling to get by financially and mentally, as insecurities at my age and worrying for my school. I was looking for advice and found this community. Reminded me of my grandma years ago who would give me advice about many things and made the best jokes. She lived overseas and died a few years ago. She was my last grandparent and life just seems to be getting worse from there. Crippling thoughts about my future and aging parents. I keep searching and asking everywhere for advice but it always doesnt help. Tips?