I want something that i use just to get my mind off of things before i spiral. Something that i could smoke and listen to music, and just relax/distract myself so i dont spiral into sadness, hoplessness, and anger
everytime i disagree with somebody about shit that alot of the time is based in facts and not opinions does it never come to a proper conclusion. they always move the goalpost, use subconscious manipulation tactics, or just insult your character for no reason and undermine you when your being genuine. i have ocd so idk if thats why im like this but i always want a proper conclusion to a argument/disagreement (not about opinions but things based in facts). i feel like this might be a big reason for why America is so divided. cuz no one cares about the truth they care about feeling right and superior.
like Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things by che, Just What I Am by kid cudi, cant save her by lil uzi vert (these prolly aint the best examples but its the best off the top of my head)