Am I the ahole ?
So I kinda like this dude from my clg , we both stay in clg hostel and we both are very close and we have that teasing kinda relationship, he makes lots of jokes about fucking and me sucking his D and all that , idk if he's straight or what but yesterday we kinda had a fight and he raised his voice at me and I didn't like it , as I tend to get emotional if someone screams at me and out of that anger and me being emotional i screamed too and I told fuck off im going ( I was in his room ) and he held my hand and said I was jking don't go , don't go ( went on for about min or so ) but I haven't spoken to him since yesterday and my mood has been down ever since idk why , i feel like its my fault but also he teases me infront of like ppl i dont even talk to + abusive language repeated times even tho I have told him repeatedly not to use it on me especially and he says it's common over his side ( that being where he grew up ) , and I feel like when he says sorry he says for the sake of saying it , he doesn't mean it or atleast that's what I feel idk bro
Soo am I the ahole ? Should I apologise?