My (31F) boyfriend (33M) of 8 months is breaking up with me and I'm at a loss.
My boyfriend and I have been seeing each other for 8 months. We've met each other's families and even introduced our parents to each other less than a week ago. I've been feeling like he had a wall up for the last few days and I'm not one to let things dwell. I have extremely high anxiety and am on medication for it but it overwhelms me if I don't speak. He has always texted me good morning every single day before work, so when I didn't get a text this morning I just texted to ask if I was imagining things to try to calm myself down.
As far as I can tell our relationship has been extremely good. We've never really fought, if we have a disagreement we talk and quickly compromise. We like doing the same things and have the same interests. It doesn't feel like a clingy relationship. We like each others friends, we game every once in awhile online together, we go out to concerts or arcades. We've traveled together and there's honestly nothing that I can think of as to why he wants to end things.
He lives about a 40 minute drive from me and he agreed to meet halfway after work, but I am honestly freaking out. I am stuck at work for another 6 hours and my mind is reeling. I am feeling like he's already made up his mind but I don't want to lose him. I guess I'm just looking for advise. Is there anything I can say or do? I genuinely felt like I would spend the rest of my life with this man and the thought of losing him makes me feel sick.