Dr. holding out hope. I am not.
I appriciate anyone who takes the time to read this. I know its a bit long.
I want to start off by saying I am very well aware this is more than likely a chemical pregnancy. However, my dr is holding out hope. I get my blood draw for my second hcg today so we'll have a definitive answer tomorrow. I wanted to post in here and see if anyone has gone through this and it ended up good? Trying to face reality while also understanding why he has the hope he does.
I posted in a different subreddit some shadows that showed up on 13dpo easy@home tests. I did take a test on 10 or 11dpo, I can't remember honestly, just for s&gs, and it was stark negative. Cramping started whatever day I tested as well. This is the timeline just to make it easier:
Progesterone on 7dpo: 9.4
10 or 11 dpo: negative
13 dpo pm: shadows on easy at home and faint lines on frer.
14 dpo am: same lines on frer and positive digital
15 dpo am: same lines on frer
15 dpo pm: blood draw had hcg of 7 and progesterone of 2.4
16 dpo am: same faint lines on frer
17 dpo (today): frer faint line and easy at home had the same shadow.
I had some symptoms like nausea, sore breasts, a "tightening" cramp that was centralized. Horrible fatigue and felt like I was in a haze. Taking naps multiple times a day. Crying every 5 mins. Then last night (16dpo) it all just kind of, went away. Until about 3 hours ago today? The nausea came back. And twinges in my breasts. And the fatigue.
Like I said, I go for my second draw today. With that low of starting numbers and no line progression at all, I'm leaning towards chemical. He did start me on a progressive treatment of progesterone. I just hate this. I hate all of it honestly. But I don't want to hold onto hope if there isn't any. What are thoughts?