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When I was 4 years old my cousin started molesting me. I'm a male and he was a male. He was always my best friend, but he was being molested, so he did the things to me that were being done to him. So it kind of caused me to have a little bit of a messed up idea of sex. I've learned that now I don't really need sex. But it still makes me feel like I'm a weird person. I developed physically at a very young age, and even though I've seen pornos and stuff like that where there are guys that are really huge, I'm not that big, but I've only ever in my whole life met one guy who was bigger than I was. I was basically fully developed by the time I was in second grade, and another one of the boys in my class saw me when we were using the bathroom next to each other. That was the first time I realized that I was a little bit different. Men would see that I was a little bigger, and they would come on to me in bathrooms and locker rooms and places like that. On multiple occasions in locker rooms I would go and take a shower and men would get in the shower with me and have sex with me. This one guy, I did think he was attractive, but I never asked him to do anything like that. He came into my shower and just put me in him, he got off, and then he just walked out. It was very uncomfortable for me. Has anybody else had experiences like that?

Okay so I started cooking at a very young age because my mom had her own business and she wasn't able to do it. So I always made sure that she had a meal when she came home. And I got really into it. Like I make up my own recipes all the time. Honestly, I'm not very good at following instructions for recipes. I make up my own. And like my ex-husband I taught him how to cook with just instinct.

I did go to. I think it was a Barnes& Noble bookstore and they had like a whole section of cooking. But I mostly just read about baking because I am not very good at baking for some reason. But it's weird that I say that because I legit made my own recipe like as a teenager. Actually I think I was a preteen and I made my own yeast rolls. I made up my own recipe. And I love doing that kind of stuff. But like does anybody else do that where you don't just follow recipes? You just make your own recipe?