[L] One voicenote..
so i (13f) recently changed schools, and in my new school there is a guy who likes me. My bestf (13f) is in my previous school so i sent her a voicenote on insta, maybe she replied afterwards and my mum listened to the voicenote, ever since that day, she has constantly been taunting me on my voicenote, and see, the thing is, if she referred to it in private rather than in front of my elder sister(18f) who calls me "unlovable" and "unfuckable". but she does taunt me in front of my sis, which led my sister to continue on with insisting that im unlovable and no guy would ever like me.
Today, i asked my sis if she had done an MUN before, she replied no, and said that her friends would always be like i found such a hot guy and shi, and i said not my fault your friends were like that and my mum said no no your friends are also like that and she reiterated the voicenote. Afterwards, me and my sister were talking and then me and my mom had an argument i which i said that she never fails to make me feel inferior whether it be about school, sports, looks or even about me being skinny. and she told me that i have no right to be respected bcus she is the one who feeds me and carried me in her womb and that if i want respect from her i should start cleaning my own clothes, cooking my own food etc. etc. if i want her to respect me... i really am so tired from these constant taunts that are only meant for belittling every little aspect of my life... the constant pressure at school to keep up and the fact that no friends of mine would understand this is worse...