u/ilovebrownies_sm

So i've been really in doubt lately about my beliefs, about whether God exists or not, about the terrifying thought of a mere chance of Him not being real. I'm kind of getting past it, but now that i'm sure He's real, why do I feel so far? Like I don't see Him the way I did before? I don't feel as close, and i've always had a special connection to Jesus, but they just feel so far. So out of reach. So.... empty, you know? Like I don't see them as loving as I did before. And it kind of hurts. Can anyone help me?