u/indigosv123

For context I'm a msc maths first yearite. Recently got into one of the best commitments on campus regarding something I'm passionate about but I feel empty. I got 97.6%ile in mains and all that reminds me of is that I'm one of the dumbest people on campus. My cg is probably gonna end up around 8 and while thats not bad, if I can't reach an A even after trying my best, what good is it to even try. I also do have friends a lot of them but I can't shake the feeling theyre all better than me, or I dont deserve to be there. While I got in iteration 1, ever since getting in no matter what I accomplish I seem to be getting nowhere with my self esteem, or feeling good about myself