u/ineedaglowup2021

Last week I went to visit my uncle and my niece was there. She loves me so much and asked me if I had lipstick. But I didn’t had it. Her mom only allows once in a full moon . And they all restricted even using a lipbalm saying she can use when she's older. So actually I was feeling bad. I saw myself on her , I had the times when makeup was strictly prohibited, even in school and house. They all make a criteria and we follow it. Idk why these brown households are against all these self care. And I have made lip balms, I make it organic. So i made three tubes for her. So I told my mom about it that my niece wants it and I'd like to give her. And she was mocking me about lipsticks and lipbalms. I swear every women are like this. Even when I wear lipsticks I get bullied in this age. Why can't we all appreciate girlhood?? And when we all grow up , they start mocking again for not doing makeup or dressing well.

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I had a kitten, and he always run so fast even when there's an open door. So that night we opened the door for something, while my cat saw it and he ran, as usual I walked outside but he didn't even move

He was looking at our garden, I thought he might have seen any type of animal like rodents or other cats , the plants there was already moving, then I saw that

We had this saplings of coconut trees and those plants were making a way for it, it was More than 7ft tall

It went like a grim reaper, I saw it from far.

If i saw that by my own , I'd thought it as something unusual but my cat was also scared, you know, cats feels energy. I feel like it was a shadow man.

I'm 100% sure it was not human cause if it was human it won't go like slow speed kinda a movement. After seeing that thing I took the flashlight and searched it there.

Mom asked me what are you looking for, I don't want to stress her and I brushed it off.

I still think about this.

What was it actually, 7 to 8ft tall non human , moving in air , plants making its way .......

Very weird right.

I had a kitten, and he always run so fast even when there's an open door. So that night we opened the door for something, while my cat saw it and he ran, as usual I walked outside but he didn't even move

He was looking at our garden, I thought he might have seen any type of animal like rodents or other cats , the plants there was already moving, then I saw that

We had this saplings of coconut trees and those plants were making a way for it, it was More than 7ft tall

It went like a grim reaper, I saw it from far.

If i saw that by my own , I'd thought it as something unusual but my cat was also scared, you know, cats feels energy. I feel like it was a shadow man.

I'm 100% sure it was not human cause if it was human it won't go like slow speed kinda a movement. After seeing that thing I took the flashlight and searched it there.

Mom asked me what are you looking for, I don't want to stress her and I brushed it off.

I still think about this.

What was it actually, 7 to 8ft tall non human , moving in air , plants making its way .......

Very weird right.

Recently I am having this gut feeling that I will die of natural death soon, idk how to believe this. Cause whenever my gut feeling said something it actually came true. Idk if I have any underlying diseases or difficulties.

Have you ever had any kind of gut feeling like this before?

I'm really frustrated of these fucking morons who keeps printing money. What kind business we can do so they keep spending endless

I have a degree in psychology and I'm thinking about getting a masters from IGNOU cause I'm currently working. Do you think MSW is worth the money and time? Will I get a job in this , or will I get rejected cause I did distant learning.

I am currently reading the book MANY LIVES MANY MASTERS. So I'm only past 4th chapter but I have tons of questions. Who are these "masters" ,

And why are we going through to reach "god" , and for what? Also , do you think people suffered Slavery, Colonisation, genocide, murder, War etc to complete this so called "Karmic debt"