Tab tum galt jagha me ho
Kabhi kabhi sochti hu ki Sayed yhi meri kismat hai
21 age me shadi fr 23 me baccha sb kuch flow flow me ho gya ab 30 ki hu to lgta hai sb kuch chutt gya jo zindagi me Krna tha nai kar payi jo banna chahti thi nahi ban payi
Pta nahi meri kismat itni khrab keu hai
Jb se shadi hui hai tb se aisa lg rha jaise abhi raste band ho gye hai job ke liya try kru to skills nahi hai bussiness bhi kiya bt family supportive nahi hai daily ke jhagde chik chik hai inke kbhi kbhi to aisa lagta hai jaise kisi glt jagha me fas gyi hu
Log kehte hai
Shadi ke bad life badal jati hai
Socha ni tha aise life badal jayegi
Kabhi marne ka mn krta hai
Andr se ghutan si hoti hai
Daily wohi jagha me chik chik sunte rho
Dum sa ghut jata hai yarr kya kru
Bacche ki responsibility
Husband army me
Yeh army walo ko kbhi shadi ni krni chahia yeh mai kehti hu
Or gahr me na nand se banti hai rishtedar bhi devrani bhi toxic kbhi sochti hu to lgta hai koi friends hi nahi mera kya mai glt to nahi khi ?
Mai shant rahna chahti hu
Mujhe normal life pasand hai
Or kabhi baithi baithi rooo deti hu akele me
Kaha gyi woh ldki
Jo sbke dilo me raj krti thi kaha gyi woh
Ldki jisme itna potential tha
Life koi snga hami lekr pojtive thi
Bs kuch Krna tha nam kmana tha
Aisi ahh thi bs kuch krke hi dm lungi
Yeh krungi woh krungi
Abhi udaas si baithi rahti hu kuch krne ka mn ni krta depression c ho gyi hai mar bhi nahi skti chta baccha ahi mera 8 sall ka
Usko dekhti hu mere marne ke bad koi isko khana bhi Ni dega pti se bat bhi nai hoti army duty jo hai or woh mere halato ko janta hai bt kuch nahi kr skta
Alg reh lu to kaha rhu possible hi nai hai or
Is gahr me mai har din mar rhi hu
Meri kismat me rona aa rha ahi mujhe
Yeh bhagwan kuch Ni hota sb jhut hai
Ni to us bhagwan ko mere upr trs
Ni ata agar sach me hota to ?
Maine kya manga hai ? Paisa ghar luxury life ?????
Nahi bs ek sahara bs ek sahara chahia mujhe jine ke liya ek hope chaia bs
Acha masla n kbhi ange badne ka tha hi Ni usne yeh kiya usne woh kiya kuch Ni tha masla tha to bs khus hone ka apne hisab se jine ka bs