I restarted my HRT again with EEN by monotherapy and the only things I want in my life now is
* EAT A FUCKING LOT
* WALK IN WET SAND IN THE BEACH
* EAT VANILLA ICE CREAM
* GET NAKED
* GET KISSED AND HUGGED by a masculine strong man
*SMOKE A LOT OF WEED AND CRY LISTENING TO LANA DEL REY MUSIC
Well, thanks estrogen!!
How can I deal with this better??
So I started my HRT this past Friday with a Loading dose of 8mg EEN and right now I'm like really euphoric plus wanting to get kissed and hugged by a masculine man so much (I'm straight) plus now since yesterday everytime I see a puppy I want to pet them and even thinking of hugging them and I have a strong desire to have or look for something that I just don't know what it is like I cannot be in my bed without moving or standing up and dancing out of nowhere.
HOW CAN I DEAL WITH THIS BETTER?? I know about this because I was on HRT before and now I remembered I was always like that what happened is that I stopped HRT and became depressed and tired.
I feel so much right now I want to kiss and hug a man ASAP!!!!.