I see that it's pretty Rom&nd heavy haha, but it was unintentional 😝
My type is pretty simple- a nudey pink, light pink, coral pink
I have another one from this daiso brand, but I misplaced it 😔 it was the one and only matte blured one I had😭
Anyways, I shall pan atleast half of these before I get another lippie 😬🫣 bye-bye~
I've managed to have a no-buy policy for 2 months.
But after I got done with my pre final exams, I just... Needed to let the stress out in some way, shape or form.
And that is by..... *Drumroll please* 🥁 🥁
New lippies!
.
Sigh.
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But hey, my conscience won't let me get anything for the rest of this year tho so that's a win :)
Overconsumption is messing with my head at this point, I KNOW I don't need anymore stuff but I look at this new thing promoted by everyone online and I tell myself
"Just one more won't harm!"
Wrong! It does harm, harms my brain especially. I literally go to class everyday with tinted sunscreen and lip balm, I don't need 40 lippies, 10 eyeshadow palettes and makeup brushes I know I never use! I agree it's my fault, but damn, this is getting out of hand.
Skincare too! I have 5 products with niacinamide in them, do I even know what it's doing to my skin? No! But I have toners, toner pads, random moisturizers, vitamin c serum, hyaluronic acid, glycolic acid(a good investment imo 🤪) and what not.
We all know that combining random products together would only harm my skin more. But why can't I stop? 😔🙏🏻 my eyes literally sparkle when I see new k-skincare products drop here. Sigh...
Let's also talk about perfumes, gosh, I don't even need that many but 😔 but they all smell soooooo gooooood 😔😔
THE WORST PART OF THIS MENTAL CYCLE IS :
- I use the product = feel guilty for using too much and finishing them
- I don't use the product = feel guilty that I'm wasting money?
What kind of logic does my brain have, I can't even enjoy the products I bought. Aaaaaaah !
Now I sit here, with my shelves full of things I probably will not use. Or feel guilty about using it.
That ends the rant my friends, and I shall try project pan to help with this issue of mine lol.