Need help?
Hi guys,Been thinking about posting this so long cause I know I might not be entirely right but I want to know what people think about the matter.I work in a daycare fairly in small town not that small but ya.I have been in this town for freaking a year and I am on my younger sides like say 20.I was homeschooled and then headed to my teachers degree ,so fairly I finished it in my early 20s.Now I work with a child who has a divorce parents and I might be the asshole here but I like his dad a lot like a lot.I don’t know why.He is very kind and gentle and Obviously I didn’t let anyone know cause it’s boundaries breaching and what not and I haven’t crossed any boundaries too.I see him once a week,sometimes twice that’s it.He shares quite a stuff with me and when it’s another teacher he just picks his child and walks away.Also because he is divorced and I obviously came in the centre later so people around me tell me how ignorant he is but I have never seen him doing such stuff.I love the child as same as any other in daycare no difference nothing but this is eating me up so much cause I don’t wanna like him like this but my attraction maybe isn’t going away it’s been months I have been feeling this way now and couple of weeks ago while I was having conversations about the parents in general,their topic came up and my boss told me how mom has planned everything and cheated on him (she know cause it’s small town)and freaking other day I saw mom with another guy in outing.(her life not mine)Now I started having more feelings for him after knowing her got cheated ughhh.I know this is not right?How I go about this?I genuinely was considering changing jobs and asking him out but the odds are crazy here.I know that’s not right but how I go about this??????help.