Not LOVING my stand.
Ive worked at Dutch for about 5 months. I enjoy the environment, I think I am doing stuff well and that I’m capable of being on bar. I have like three shift leads who do let me be on bar and they do take into consideration the roles I prefer. However the other two treat me miserably. One shift lead will have me linebust for an hour, then when its someone elses turn they get thrown on break and she just has me linebust for them and I end up being out in the heat for hours, I will go inside and immediately start tasks because I know if they just don’t want to do them they will throw me on them so I try to get them done (also as an excuse to stay inside because I would have been outside for hourss). This same shiftlead has also just stepped basically inside of me and moved me because of a miscommunication. I simply might consider quitting because she has made me feel so much like a burden. I like everyone else for the most part but I feel like I just don’t fit in.