For those who still read stories.
For those who still read stories.
I respect you so much. You are so much brave than me. I have stopped finishing books. Cause it began to hurt with end of every story it felt like a piece of me died.
A piece of me was left behind in time.
I still want to meet new people but I don't want to let go the people I met once. Cause nobody knows how life is what if it becomes cruel to them , what if there's nobody with them. What if they are feeling what I am feeling right now? It would hurt. It would hurt so much. I just want to be with them.
But life dosen't work that way.
I feel in love with two people.
And one of them was a character. I can't say an imaginary character cause they are not characters are pieces writer. They are real, probably not in this world, probably in another. But they are real.
And the second person I fell for is too real. She seems like a dream. I know I can't have her. Fate is some twisted thing. It’s cruel in a way but seems kind. Depends on how you look at it.
I know people usually won't read this. As it is just random trail of thoughts.
But if you read. I will tell you I don't know if there is some destined to you or not. I don't know if he/ she would be kind enough to take care of you. I don't know if you will ever find someone for yourself.
But losing hope is not something you can do. I know it hurts when you are in search of love and sometimes it isn't even worth the effort. But please don't lose hope.
I don't know what hope is but what I know is you shouldn't lose it.