u/iwanttoknowrealquick

My parents are both doctors and they have been working all my life. When I was a kid they used to 36 hours duty. Sometimes both of them were not present at home whole day. My mother's grandmother used to tc of my food and necessities. When I was 7 years old she passed away. And then my mother used to take me to the hospital after my school hours or on Sunday because I cannot be left alone at house. On a few days she used to keep me at a neighbour aunty's house and sometimes a helper at home which served me food. Diwali used to be lonely too, only a few hours of togetherness. When I entered 11th standard, I went to kota for coaching for 3 years and it was hell. Real hell. Depression. And took me some time to recover from the horror of kota. Now I'm good. College was good okay and I have a partner and he loved me and I know my parents love me too. But like he's not as available as I am. I feel like he doesn't want to meet or call me as often I want to. Like ik he loves me alot but he ignores me and is drained most of the times. Idk if I'm the one who feels so much or maybe I'm too much for everyone. But I feel a void inside of me and I feel like no one is there for me as I am for myself and every one else. And it's me for me at the end of the day. And people love me but they are very selfish and idk even after telling them how I feel it doesn't matter.

I think imma great Artist

Beginner in Meccha chameleon

Beginner in Meccha Chameleon

No matter how hard I try I always feel unloved and I feel like there's a void inside of me.