Besides the social apps ban, is my work email completely out the window? And what would happen to my steam account since I heard there's a Chinese version of it am I just gonna lose access to my current profile and library? And are there things that most people don't realize or prepare for before moving?
After the randomest event of my life that I'm starting to hate now a birthmark around my neck was triggered to form some fucking form of lesion that requires surgical removal per my doctor that I can't wait to switch because she can't go a minute without texting her stupid partner back and giggle a little while telling me the only way to resolve the fuckall I have now out of my own stupidity is surgery and all aspects of that are really pissing me off, she's not a surgeon so all she'll be doing is forward me to one and I have no idea about the surgery it's mostly not that deep if I get it early enough but having surgery around my neck is making me anxious and the fact that I somehow caused this stupid result is pissing me off and I don't want a lifelong scar to remind me of how fucking stupid I was and I have no faith in moroccan surgeons out of all their mistakes that I keep witnessing and hearing about, I'm just so anxious I couldn't even sleep and I hate the idea of getting cut open by someone and getting a new scar at my age and I hate immature doctors who chat on their phones mid consultation, I don't like today and I physically have no will to work but oh no I'm an employed adult who has bills to pay fuck my life
Sea picture from yesterday, went to watch the sunset but all I got was fog YaY me