u/jamma6194

Into my football dont mind a drink but trying not to do it as much, into the ps5 and love a bit of fishing even just to get some air dontt know how to make friends as a adult I had a small group of friends through school but life and moving has left me with just the one who is only talk to on PlayStation honestly find this so weird but desperate at this point😂 anyone in the same boat feel free to gives a message.

Started out in kitchens at 15 dropped out of school at 16 been working full time since. I've done everything from takeaways, hotels, restaurants cafes and fine fining. Been working the past 4 years as a Vennouser chef night shifts(lamination work, crossiants, pans ect) I regret it leaving school so much I've lost passion completely, constant lies and false promises from owners broken equipment and shit conditions. I've no idea what I can do or even what I want to do. Past 2 years I've been depressed been thinking about suicide and got bad anxiety became dependent on weed to get through lucky off it a few weeks ago. Sorry if this seems like a pity party. Any advice welcome I'm going to a careers center in a few days see if they have any options or advice.