u/jey13iguess

do you think I can go to AA meeting if I’m high from weed

Or should I wait until I’m not
This would be my first meeting this week but idk if I should leave because I cannot participate

Hey yall I’m only on 15 days and I’m really trying to be better this time. I’m going to meetings every day and have been doing okay. Last night I had a dream that I got aggressively drunk and woke up so triggered and sad. I had plans with friends to go out tonight but didn’t feel like that was a safe plan with how much I want to drink rn.

I was honest with this friend and they’re very upset. And like I understand that but they said they don’t understand at all why I did this.

I just feel very alone rn and kind of like I want to cry.

I don’t know how I can do the right thing and also do what’s right for me.

I was sober for almost 5 years. Then Sunday I made a poor choice and was basically drunk on and off for two days.

My timer says I’m 20 hours sober right now.

I’m contemplating going back to a meeting but I haven’t been in like 6 years so I’m really scared to go by myself. Does anyone have any advice?

Edit: I ended up going and it was so good. I’m still nervous about how religious it is but I think I’ll go back. Thanks everyone !