I’m concerned about how many times the FMC’s get knocked out. My girls’ have gotta all have brain damage at this point.
If they aren’t more careful, they’ll end up reading romantasy like I did. Be safe ladies.
I was on mgm and pseudo, because I thought I could taper with pseudo and just kept taking both. Almost cold turkey because I ate every tab I touched.
We all know it is indescribable to people who haven’t gone through opi withdrawals, but here are some highlights for me:
MUSIC. I started getting dopamine from music again. I didn’t sleep so of course I listened to a perfect circle, father John Misty, just putting on live shows and losing myself in it.
CRYING. Yeah I know, but it feels so good to release the shit energy you didn’t even know was there.
RELATIONSHIP. I am a big isolator and I actually called my mom and enjoyed laughing and talking to her. My husband says I am more clear and present.
PRIDE. I was so proud of myself for kicking and suffering, but still pushing.
MONEY. 3 days isn’t a lot and I’m still not out of the woods, but 3 x $80 = $240. That’s more than half of my car payment.
I feel myself healing, and time moves slowly but each moment is another one closer to feeling better.
Anyway, I’m not saying don’t be afraid. This shit is toxic waste. But you can do it scared, terrified, ready to…you know, but you’ll survive and it will just be a memory.
Love to you all! Take care of yourselves.