I found my old pictures from the times I was on a brink to becoming sickly obese. Turns out, there was nothing wrong with me
As the title says, I was going through some old pictures of mine. I used to be dead serious about it when looking at the images of myself at a "high" weight, where I was "at my rock bottom" and "one step away from becoming obese" and consider that to be a great transformation, of losing all that "extra" weight and taking my life in control.(in other words, going from normal to uw body and getting a welcome package of health problems)
Now that I looks at it, a normally-looking person looks back at me. I can no longer understand where did I see all of that, because I think I have been seeing myself much bigger than I actually was. I remember feeling and seeing myself as absolutely gigantic, to the point it looks sickly obese when I was next door from being sickly thin. And so all of that "rock bottom" was just in my head, whereas in reality, there was nothing inherently wrong, except of how I treated myself.