u/kage077

I'm 100% confident asking girls out, yet nowhere a place to meet new people

So therefore

i want a gf i want a gf i want a gf...

i want a gf that speaks Spanish

(DMs turned off)

I post notes on Instagram frequently, all for the purpose of seeing if there are any patterns of any girl that I followed each other with for almost a year (yeah I'm a loser I know I should go out and talk, but they all are not interested in me - which is literally the green light to pursue dating - only if they are interested in me romantically) that would actually like my notes. But it turns out that my none of my friends like it.

I already have experiences of talking to crushes (asking crushes out isn't a problem for me), but my main obstacles is based on their disinterest towards me, that's what it stops me from pursuing.

I try to be funny on the notes that I post to try to get more likes, but turns out that also doesn't work, literally my friends/followers don't have sense of humor.

I keep thinking of my beautiful crush almost every hour of the day, everyday, to the point where I create scenarios in my head that gives me a good night sleep afterwards

but then reality hits when she isn't interested in spending time with me, which concludes that she doesn't like me back

Did you ever change your mind at some point after rejecting them to asking you out?

Even though she:

Never initiates texting first

Not even hi, or how's my day going

Says maybe to me

Doesn't ask me questions

Doesn't try to continue the conversation

Says sure but still considers it as a no

Almost never sees my stories

Still says maybe when I asked to play video games with her

Doesn't send any reels to me

And that unexpected hug I still remember it (๑•ᴗ•๑)

I obviously won't text again unless she texts me first.

even though she said maybe when I asked her out through text

+ never initiates text