A trend in my life that is starting to scare me
Not sure if this is the best subreddit for this post but, can't figure out to where to post something like this. Events have happened to me over my life that are starting to have a theme that left me crying with my wife on our front porch Saturday. I am going to list the order things have happened and hope someone can make sense of this. Also, I don't believe in psychics nor can I control this thing(Make more sense when you read).
Going to divide the timeline up to the part where things start getting creepy, if you don't want to see read this whole mess. I told my coworkers this timeline and they are now asking if I get a feeling about them to let them know.
Background: Regular guy lived in Michigan my whole life. Married with 3 kids. IT career for 27 years. Attended church my whole life and straight up middle class. I love gaming and wargaming with friends/kids. Kids all play sports and life is generally good.
Middle School - My friend has me attend this church event in which there is a martial arts showing, singing and bunch of other random stuff. At one point the music is playing and I feel this feeling pushing down on me, almost causing me to fall. I feel things moving around me.
1997 - I am invited to do a service project in Mexico through an organization. I say no that is something super committed people do. 1 week before everyone is leaving for the trip I get a feeling in my chest and a voice says "You need to go". I asked my youth pastor and he says sure I can still go. This leads me to service work across Mexico, Florida and inner city Chicago helping all over.
2000 - I am attending an event the involves the service work I have been doing. I see my now wife for the first time and instantly I have the same feeling in my chest and all over my body. Literally felt like the universe is shaking the second I saw her. I hear a voice say "You are going to marry her".
2008 - Married and living in an apartment for 3 years. EVERYONE is telling to buy a house. I think about buying a house and I get a feeling in my chest and a voice says "Wait!". 2 months later the market crashes and I am laid off from my job. I get a job 2 months later and in 2009 have all the houses we could ever imagine to pick from.
CREEPY:
2018/2019 - I am sitting on the porch of my house with my wife. Love the neighbors, love the schools my kids are in and love the low house payment. I suddenly get a feeling in my chest and a voice says "You need to move. If you stay, you will get sick and die of cancer". I immediately tell my wife and she is like what in the world. We had done a Radon test two months prior that came back with great results. The voice then came back and said "It is something in the pipes".
We moved. A great couple with two kids moved in. We FB friended them because my wife some how sort of knew them. He got cancer a year later. 6 months after that he died in his 30s of the incurable cancer.
2019 - We had our new house built. I am in for the final sign off for the home. Realtor says "At this point you will own the home. Not like anything big will happen so you will be cool for the next 6-8 months while we build." I get a feeling in my chest and voice says "Something big is coming and it isn't a housing crash like 2008". Nothing I could do with that. Middle of house being built, COVID strikes and I am freaking out we wouldn't be able to sell the house. Market finally turned and my house value skyrocketed.
TERRIFYING:
2.5 weeks ago - I am volunteering at my church's VBS. A guy I will name Mr. T comes up to me who has been at the church for 25 years, in his 60s. Mr T is a super nice guy, my kids love him and I have maybe talked to him once or twice before in the last 10 years. We joke about the cotton candy I am making for the kids and he walks away laughing. I get the feeling in my chest and voice says "He is going to die soon, take a mental picture of him". Now this freaked me out obviously. I wrote it off as an intrusive thought.
August 9th, 2026 - I walk into church. I turn the corner and just glance and see Mr. T across the room. I get a feeling in my chest and down my arms and the voice says "This is it, he is going to die VERY soon". I asked "WHY?". The voice said "He has served his life's purpose".
August 14th, 2026 - My wife text me, Mr T collapsed and is in the hospital. I begin to reply "He doesn't make it, he is going to die" but erase it because the is a horrible thing to say about someone but, I was told he was going to die.
August 15th, 2026 - Mr. T passes away. I tell my wife everything and begin to cry on my front porch because this is starting to scare me.
TL;DR - I am a boring, middle class, IT career family man who has gets a feeling in my chest and a voice telling me what is about to happen. My coworkers and family are now wanting to know if I get a feeling and voice about them.