I Need to get out
The Navy has absolutely destroyed every single aspect of my life and is actively deteriorating my mental state
My personal relationships with people I care about have gone to absolute shit, to the point where no recovery is genuinely possible
Every single fucking day I wake up and walk into that galley (CS) I want to blow my brains out. If I was any other rate, and stood watch, I would take that gun and shove it down my throat
When I say I Cannot anymore? I mean it
I cant work another week, I cant watch everything keep falling apart
I Need to get my life back, and I need it now
Talking to the HM's has resulted in absolutely nothing, it seems like itll be months before any sort of action comes and I just cant wait months
Like holy fuck
What at this point of time do I need to do? I looked into drug use and self reporting but that seems to be a months long process at minimum and I just cant
If I had a suicide attempt and was in a civilian hospital, would the navy be forced to react and actually fast track getting me out? Or lmfao, just end up right fucking back in that galley for another 6 months