Struggling/Advice?
As the title says, I am currently struggling. I am only 3 1/2 months into recovery, at the start it was a little easier since I had the support of my mom but now she genuinely couldn’t care less if I eat little or engage in ed behaviors which is really hard since I really want support and she’s not here. I have a dietician I meet with once a week and we talk about the same thing over and over again, for a brief moment I feel like my ed takes over and I’m spitting out straight lies that I am actively recovering but I’m not and I’m so alone. I’ve told my therapist how I feel but it doesn’t go far.
I guess what I’m asking is how does one recover alone? I just need some advice or tips on motivation or how to just take recovery a step further since I can feel myself actively slipping through the cracks once more.