Desperate to talk dirty to my sub, but can’t get past a nervous block
I am a very naturally talkative and outgoing person, but despite my love of language and communication, it feels IMPOSSIBLE to talk dirty during play…. I’ve always been told that I’m a really good communicator (I do have some social anxiety at certain times, but it’s relatively slight.)
The social anxiety SHOULD be irrelevant because my sub and I have been married over six years, together almost 9, and he genuinely is obsessed enough with me to where anything I say is either cute or sexy to him, but it still feels impossible for me to open my mouth and say stuff?
It’s really hard to describe the weird shame or something that I feel, so I’m sorry for the mid explanation.
I’m really hoping maybe someone on here has some good exercises or advice on how to get past this block?
Edit: I’m specifically looking for some actionable advice, but am open to conversation too if it’s needed to help 🫶