u/kashewnutss

HKXY4M5A8E

Bourbon and Riley

☘️Wishlist

🐊 Dino chair, Dino rocker, Dino doormat, Dino shelf, Dino watch, Dino lamp, all In TEAL 💚

🐊 The dino micropet, which I don't mind the colour 🩷

🐊 Dino fossil 🤎

🐊 Paleontologist shirt 💙

🐊 Paleontologist pants 🤎

🐊 Paleontologist hat 💛

🐊 Leaf snack 💚

🐊 Dino egg 💛

🐊 Pteranodon outfit (🤎💙🖤TEAL) don't mind, any of those colours will do

🐊 Triceratops outfit (♥️💙TEAL)

☘️ Tradelist

Mad scientist goggles 💜

Cara casual outfit 🖤

Aviator hat 🧡

Steampunk hat 🧡

☀️ Full astronaut outfit 💙

Whimsical hatter hat 💜

Ocean fun snorkel mask 💙

Snow hike goggles 🤎💙

Cairo Anubis mask ♥️

Comfy boots 🤎

Divine winged sandals 🖤

Ocean fun slippers 💙

☀️ Supergirl full outfit

Boho beds 💙💜

Campsite blankets 💛♥️

Groovy rug 🖤

Campsite doormat ♥️

Steampunk doormat 🤎

Campsite fireplace 🧡

Sea dream wall 💙

Boho wall 💙

Spring wall 💙

Boho door 💛♥️

Boho window 💛♥️

Galaxy pilot jetpack 💙🤎

A few plushies

(HKXY4M5A8E)

Bourbon and Riley

Heyyy birbblasting birbs, I am looking for..

💙 Enchanted scribe outfit

💙Keep warm cowl

I have almost everything from the recent events, so you can tell me your specified colour, and the monthly event you want an item from and I can send a surprise item, so specify clothing or furniture :D

I am genuinely struggling HARD to do everything, see last month. When my uncle came, I believe for Atleast 3 weeks he made me do a proper routine of 2-3km walk, dead hang, plank, squats, bench pushups and biscep curls.

I had reached 1 minute on deadhang, then he proceeded with scapular pull up (i believe that's what it's called), but I have hyperhydrosis so It was extremely hard to grip, so he gave me his grip gloves or smth like that, which helped me hold onto. He had left, so I don't really have the gloves and my mother isn't buying them currently so we can skip that. I could do 3 sets of a minute of plank, 15 squats (5 sets), bench pushups, on a fairly medium stool, I believe 4-8 pushups 5 sets, and biscep curls (15 3 sets)

Now after he left I just fell off. In those three weeks I genuinely couldn't see the point in doing all that. So I just quit as I couldn't do it because of school work and generally I just fell into a sad phase which I don't even remember why. I did it after 6 days, then 7, now again after 9 days. I want to build up the routine again but my legs trembled so hard during the planks I'm surprised how I even managed half a minute. So yea, atleast I can do half of all my routine ig.

I know it's my own laziness and lack of seeing the point, I'm definitely the problem here but I'd like if anyone can reccomend me how the hell to start again, and how to gradually increase, and perhaps find the motivation or push myself. Tracking didn't really help me much on staying motivated It would mean a lot to me. I'm also currently trying to gain weight, I haven't gained weight for almost 3 years :(

This STEWPID MOSQUITO bit me at 14 July on the nose, yes I know for some reason, then today it's 23 June, mind you this bite had healed and was barely noticeable, or I might be blind but I'm pretty sure it has no scarring. And suddenly overnight the colour has turned a Deep reddish brown. We're not talking a faded one but this is honestly a pretty dark colour, it just appeared on its own at night. It doesn't have pain in it and it's formed like a tiny circle on my nose. Ho do I have cancer. My mom said it's nothing much. I cannot share a picture due to my shitty camera not capturing how deep the colour is. I'm pretty sure it was a mosquito bite though.

I wish I hadn't lied...

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At night I insisted on skipping school, my mother wanted to visit my grand grand parents two districts away and wanted to stay there for a day, I was a bit annoyed since I didn't want to go there. So I lied that my notebook needs to be checked today and it's important. But my mom came to pick me up in the lunch break anyways, I was a bit annoyed but accepted it. Then we stopped at a restaurant and I wasted more time buying useless shit. Reached here, ten minutes in suddenly my grandpa died.. turns out he was horribly sick, not just sick. I was also a bit happy to meet them after such a long time. I didn't understand why everyone was in so much tension. Now I'm regretting so bad, if I hadn't lied and we could've gone earlier, we would've reached earlier and spent more time with him. I'm in shock and I have no idea what the hell to even feel. Hell when I came in I started having a bad feeling and smelling something gross like something was rotting. That I am very confused about. His blood pressure and sugar was alright but his throat was sore, they're not really telling me if that was the only thing but seeing my grand grand mother cry made me so heartbroken.. he died of 96 today.. what is life eh..

I've seen so many people literally get 1M gem stones, I don't spend that much usually, still I'm stuck at 20,000. I saw that reflections also give alot of them, but mine usually stops at 35 energy 18 gems?