u/khatekittyyyy569

I still can't help but still feel bad if people get disappointed or how I still seek the need to of Validation, I know if I'm a people pleaser I'm not a servant to God, I've been struggling this long-term because of the generational trauma of what my parents teach me and the fear of men, and I'm just still scared of all my family members against me of how sensitive my heart is, I know I should trust God and his plans, let him carry my worries and fears and everything but still there's time where I still slip off and failed, I've been still carrying this out, and I try to pray for God for this, I know God is right and judge.. but still I feel like there's something I'm not doing right