Idk what to do with him
Okay, so I'm gonna explain. I was on a relationship with a boy. ALL WAS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. He was very in love and me too asf. Nevermind, in march I started to worry a lot about him because he was drowning in self-destructive comportement. So, my reaction was kinda normal and I'll do all my possible to saw him (we were in a distance relationship). He broke up with me (I try to explain in briefly) because he wasn't fine at all and he felt totally lost.
So, problems arrive at that time. I've never suffered like that in a relationship, as in a friend way as in a loving way. He keeps me on his social network and he is "close friend" category, so I can see those private stories. He hasn't talked to me for 2 months. I only have echoes from our common friends, that he doesn't want a relationship he only wants sex now, he loved me so much, he can't stop thinking about me, he hadn't forgotten me, etc etc... I'm the best thing that happened in his life etc etc...
But he still hangs out with a man that insulted me and emphasized him to break up with me; he had "solely talked to two "slut" as he said because he was bored. Now he talked to a girl that is her friend with same problems than him. But he said to my best friend a few days ago that he was waiting for me to come in his city (for my studies).
What do you think ? I try to get rid of my attachment for him, but I can't I love him so much. Nonetheless, if he still disrespect me like that, I can't be in a relationship with him again, not in that way, I don't want to lose myself again and I try to be so strong and to love myselft but that's so difficult, I can't handle that anymore, I don't know what to do.. he's not clear with me for now, he only talks to me at others friends but not in front of me, I'm so sick, he makes me sick but I still love him so much.
Which advices can you gimme ?