u/kisukeurahara0

I am 22(f) I have not been very interested in sex in general but for quite a while I have been finding myself watching videos and reading a lot about bdsm.

I am the type of person who suppresses their emotions and always are in control but nowadays I can't help but feel the need to be handled by someone else and to give up that control.

And I am scared because of it and I don't know who to talk about this kind of thing because from where I come talking about normal sex is considered a big taboo.

I guess what I am trying to ask is what should I do ?

PS: any advice will be much appreciated 🙂‍↕️