u/kittysquad444

Hi! My first post. Dont know if this topic is ok, but I need to talk. Recently my bdd hade been extreme. Im turning 40 this year and my skin is sagging and other stuff and my self esteem is at the bottom. I hate to not be able to feel stuff like love and so on because of my appearence. I tried but just got used/unwanted. I feel an urge to fix some flaws and make me look younger, like microneedling, fix my teeth, botox, lpg and so on. I know these procedures would make me feel better about myself. There not extreme.

But I dont have the money. Im thinking of getting a sugar daddy/sell sex. Done onlyfans in the past. No one else wants me so why not. Thoughts?