u/knowingpleasures

for the curious minds i'm already in 3rd year, but i'm not going to graduate until like 2027 or 2028 because i failed a lot of my majors. long story short i am depressed as FUCK!!! and it didn't help my mental state at the time.

hence i'm currently taking a lot of the subjects i missed out on only recently. some of my classmates are 124 and like i'm kinda worried eventually i'll be sticking around people who are 124 and 125 too. i kinda feel too old to be able to communicate well.

aside from that i'm also very neurodivergent and it affects how i can have small talk or communicate with peers. it's kinda like a nerf where i'm usually good talking in class or presenting, but i'm dogshit at talking to others.

i feel like eventually when my 123 friends graduate, i wouldn't have any more significant connections because i can't form any. it feels like everyone is in a group, no one's willing to hear you out and it feels awkward trying to connect with interests (or sometimes not because hell, i have no idea what people my age like anymore because my autism made me like some fucking new wave band).

how does one cope with their age catching up to them 🫠🫠🫠