u/kork_korekiyo

this is just more of a rant but like. today i was in her car and she started playing the song possession and it was actually so awful. at least possession isn’t the worst possible song you could choose off hades but it’s still not good, plus it’s melanie so.

but im just like why does she even like the song to begin with. like you can clearly hear the lyrics and what it’s about, and with her track record of exs, and now baby daddy, like why does she like it, would you be upset someone like melanie is profiting off of a song like this when they (most likely, since we don’t know everything about melanie’s relationships, but we can’t assume) haven’t gone through it? and like bro you’re a victim, im a victim too, why do you still support melanie and subject both of us to her

basically the title. like ok idk exactly what being a fiction kin consists of, so idk if i am one or i am something else?

basically pretty much its not like i see myself as a certain character. but what happens to me is the character is with me. like not a hallucination and i see them near me. but like in my head i feel as if they’re there with me seeing everything i do and hearing my thoughts too.

what is that? am i a fiction kin? is it something else? anything would help, thank you!!

edit: i’d like to add that i’m unsure if i for sure see myself as the character. but i do things to be like them? like 2 days ago i dyed my hair neon pink because the character has neon pink hair and in my head i was like “i am him i need to be like him we need to hav the same hair cause im him” if that makes any sense? but even though im unsure if i see myself as the character i do know they’re in my head, they see everything i do, they are with me 24/7, and since they’re in my head can even hear my thoughts…. what is that. why. what am i