u/krukingkong

I worked my ass off to become a lawyer in my 20s. I have been earning over 6 figures since I was 24. I live in a nice rental, am about to pay off a reasonably nice car, but have almost no savings to show for it (because of high cost of rental) (I live in a city with expensive property prices) - I have moved around jobs in the past few years in the same area but feel I am losing interest, motivation and drive. A part of me feels that I dedicated a lot of my life to this and it has become part of my identity. I am also fearful that I am not in a position to change careers, or take a break bc of the bills I currently have. Though I feel I am at a place where I am stuck and not really motivated, it’s causing me to feel quite depressed and anxious. I also don’t really have any family support so I’m on this journey alone. If anyone can share advice or insight I would really appreciate it.
Thank you.

EDIT: I am based in Australia

I worked my ass off to become a lawyer in my 20s. I have been earning over 6 figures since I was 24. I live in a nice rental, am about to pay off a reasonably nice car, but have almost no savings to show for it (because of high cost of rental) (I live in a city with expensive property prices) - I have moved around jobs in the past few years in the same area but feel I am losing interest, motivation and drive. A part of me feels that I dedicated a lot of my life to this and it has become part of my identity. I am also fearful that I am not in a position to change careers, or take a break bc of the bills I currently have. Though I feel I am at a place where I am stuck and not really motivated, it’s causing me to feel quite depressed and anxious. I also don’t really have any family support so I’m on this journey alone. If anyone can share advice or insight I would really appreciate it.
Thank you.

EDIT: I am based in Australia

Hello, I am 29 and I have been training for around 10 months. I train usually 2-4 times a week. Med to light sparring twice a week. Although some weeks I go less and have rest weeks every now and then. I started with no fighting knowledge. I have a full-time office job career which makes it difficult to balance training with work and life. I really enjoy Muay Thai, and love seeing gains and progression over time, albeit slowly. I really like the idea of training for and competing in a fight, though I’m not sure if I can actually do it. For now I am just working towards small gains.
I like the idea of doing a camp in Thailand for a week or two but I’m also skeptical at how hard it might be, and I have this idea that I might turn up motivated and end up being humbled quickly.
Does anyone who is in a similar boat to me have any experiences to share or tips? Thank you!