Sideline gone wrong
hello, isang katangahan ang nagawa ko at inaamin kong may mali ako. May nag offer na mag vcs and he offered more than I usually ask since request nya is visible yung face ko. At first, natatakot ako na baka gawing black mail or something but nangibabaw yung pangangailangan ko dahil nag ppile up na yung bills ko. And I know sobrang sketchy na agad dahil ayaw nya mag dp or kahit proof na he is legit, but I do have his fb na I’m not sure kung totoo yun. But dahil tanga at bobo ako I still agreed, and during the vcs the call kept ending, I figured it was my signal kasi prior pa nung agreed time namin is mahina na internet. But as I was doing the deed on the call, nauudlot coz I think he kept ending the call to see if tanga ba talga ako at mabilis mauto. Until the called ended and I was blocked, the conversation vanished coz it was in tg. I cried after because I know dahil pinili ko maging tanga ay naloko pa at na scam ako. Until someone messaged me on tg, and my worst nightmare came. Gawin ko raw gusto nya or viral. And my life flashed before my eyes as I read those words. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko pls I’m so scared that baka malaman ng family ko. That I’ll be a disappointment once againn. At this point, all I could think is tkms but I think it’s too selfish. Pls if someone can help me, pls help. And baka awayin nyo ako dahil tatanga tanga ako, I’ll accept it coz totoo namn at nag pa uto pa ako.