Not sure what to call this, the tag sums up for me
I think I need to back away from yt again, or at least be more careful with what I watch. Feel agitated, I guess cause in a way passionate about topic.... But also tired of government and everyone almost like pulling the wool over our eyes and screwing us over repeatedly. Argh... Hard to explain I guess, and trying to find out where I guess I draw my line.
I watched a video about consumerism and how the government lies or manipulates us to prop up the economy with constant buying. And how going no buy, and saving is better for us.
Right now I pretty much feel, I hate the government. Hate how they manipulate and lie to us. Take advantage of us. Abuse our money and steal from us.
It has made me realize, I do need to get back to my low buy list. So I've deleted the apps from my phone again. It's too easy to mindlessly shop for stuff vs intentionally going there for a product.
I feel restless right now.... And I'm not sure what that means.
If you've read this, thank you 🤗