Depression
Tell me I'm not weird. You are welcome. Lately, I've been wanting to just lie there and do nothing. I downloaded a dating site for fun and I was really amused by the men. But I was looking for a girlfriend so I could talk to someone, go to the movies, and so on.
I thought I found a guy for fun, but he came, said I was weird, and left because he expected me to sleep with Him today? Dude, are you serious? and anyway, I don't want anything else, I deleted everything, but damn, I now realize that I'm just living my life in vain. I want to degrade, lie down and watch instagram, but why is everyone forcing me to get up and do something? I don't want to, I just want to live like this until old age and then die.
I go to a psychologist, but nothing has been helping me lately. Should I go to a psychiatrist? I already want to take pills to become an insensitive person. Tell me am I weird? Did I delete the dating site for a reason? Am I just dumb? And lazy? I do not know, I always want to cry. I checked with a psychologist and she said that I had a depressive state before, more precisely, of moderate severity. Here. I do not know, I just want to always cry. I don't think anything helps me.