u/legendaary2607

I havent started journaling but I wanna be cautious. Since Im blessed with good eyes Im gonna write in really small letters. I'll keep writing in some random book which doesnt stand out. Every 3 months I'll take photos of the book/ type it out and store them digitally with passwords. Then I'll destroy physical copies. Digitally I'll keep 1 extra backup just in case.

I'll also review what I wrote every month so in case I loose anything I'll still retain relevant things told myself 😂👽😈

I was thinking making a new language and keeping stuff out in the open but unfortunately I'm too busy as a student to keep up with the practice it will take to not forget terms I make.

So I really cant get over of my anxiety to comment/chat anywhere. Its a constant fear that I might be in danger or be cancelled or reported for some reason and I've not even remotely done anything wrong.

Any app I open be it youtube, reddit, discord etc. I generally use them for news, gaming, anime, memes, books discussion etc. I just cant feel safe for some reason, some days I feel I left my phone open and my parents might interrogate me about what Im doing and random voices just come back. I also get random thoughts where I type something carelessly (like being half asleep/or being angry) and then it's gonna ruin my life.

I've taken months/years of breaks and found socializing irl safe and found other hobbies, but I dont think its normal to have this fear. Sometimes I wanna discuss about niche shows, games, music etc and it's not possible for my irl friends to be into every single thing.

Can he ice bridge? Also is he standard or we got trolled