u/leslieknope09

Someone asked me that question for the first time today since my TFMR back in February. It was at work and I didn’t want to make it a thing so I just said “no, not yet” but I feel so so guilty now. I don’t want to disrespect my daughter but in that moment I was just trying to survive and so I said no.

I feel bad, like I don’t get to mourn her because we decided to terminate, and because I had a D&E so I never got to meet her. But she was my wonderful baby and I miss her so so much. Her due date would have been last weekend. She should be here with me now.