i was the person who has been moved from high school to preschool as aide. and now i been able to sit down and genuinely think about it. it might not be that bad? it might be a learning experience that might help me learn patience more. and part of me doesn’t want to interview again 😭.
my mind blanked because of nerves.. https://www.reddit.com/r/paraprofessional/s/ukLwRwCeJ9
they told me today (the day before the last day of school) that i will be moving from high school to preschool . i have an interview with a school tomorrow and if it works out then im going to leave, i just want to know who and where i send my letter.
Just finished my first year as a para, and i don’t know if the job itself gave me the worst anxiety attacks or i gave myself the attacks with my own insecurities. I was told that I am being moved from highschool to elementary school because i am new and they need people there, and the only other option was to resign which I might do. I have an interview Friday and i am hoping its a middle/high school job. I need to get this in check, because i can’t do another year with dealing with panic attacks
i will be reporting them tomorrow and im shaking a bit, like WHY ARE YOU NOT LOOKING? plus they are not allowed to leave until after the buses leave.
I woke up with a migraine, even with advil didn’t go away until after taking another. No one at my summer job is communicating with me so i’m just overthinking I wont have a summer job, i might not have my school job due to budget constraints, so i am terrified to loose a job again :(
Im just so sad, I went to sleep sad, woke up sad. I am 23 and i should be getting my life together damn it!
I told my old boss that i want to come back for the summer, everything is going fine, the place got new owners and I had to redo some paperwork. I told him i can work memorial day weekend, and I heard nothing regarding it. and my old coworkers are leaving me on read, I work in a school so my last day isnt until next month, so i’m guessing he will put me on the original date I told him in june? I have everything in writing by the way, Im guessing he didn’t need me this weekend?
i took a personal day because i couldn’t work 2 shifts (7am-8:30pm) and i took off my school job since its a half day before memorial day weekend. my summer job doesn’t post the schedule until wednesdays, my summer job starts at 2 and my school ends at 12. I shouldnt get in trouble right?
i wrote this on another subreddit but i will put it here because i think i know the cause but at the same time i like different perspectives.
“I got word from someone thar an ex friend (she soft blocked me on socials, she is younger than me but i helped her out in college) got her dream career and our old teacher was applauding her (honestly I'm happy for her). One thing I noticed, since my sophomore year was I had a massive validation problem with the same teacher, he knew my dad and knew how much I wanted to be there so the expectations for me were just higher I guess? I have the exact day when it started to develop mental breakdowns of going to class and thinking I will never be good enough.” and why at 23, that I am seeking that validation from him specifically. I struggle with my self esteem and positivity because of health issues made my body feel so behind of my peers, and most likely I have OCD or some type of a high functioning anxiety disorder which would make sense, but i don't know anymore.
and we are in a budget deficit.. i don’t think thats entirely legal, just hope that the agenda was not updated properly 😭😅