u/linksmastersworddd

ive been struggling a lot with things pertaining to dieties, mainly just certainty that they’re with me, listening and that my messages are getting through to them. or sometimes, interpreting certain signs. ive gone on a couple subreddits asking for help in certain things because i just simply dont know the answer a lotttt of the time and im not yet confident in my own intuition. i am brand new to diety work, ive only done it for two months and ive been so lost this whole time

and people are telling me im lazy, or that i need to ask the diety directly for answers, that coming to a subreddit isnt helpful and that i need to learn on my own. just generally unhelpful comments that feel really condescending and rude. i feel so lost and confused with it all because i have absolutely no guidance and nobody is willing to help me out with anything i have questions about. i want to be certain, i want to be confident in myself but its hard when i have zero support and absolutely no guidance. idk what to do about it!

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ive been feeling extremely confident about my spell i performed earlier this week, ive done a few tarot readings on it and its saying the opposite of my spell is whats happening and im a bit worried. do i need to wait and trust the process?

im curious if this means anything, i had just recieved a message from a friend saying she wanted to end our friendship yesterday. and as soon as the conversation was over, i needed some time to cry to myself so i went to take a shower and a spider quite literally fell from the ceiling into the shower with me. right in front of me. i havent seen a spider in my entire house in about a year or more. it was just super odd timing, does it mean anything?

i have a friend that is having an extremely hard time right now, and for some reason, i cannot stop thinking about her. i cant stop crying about her situation, and i have never in my life felt this way about anybody before. ive never felt such gut wrenching worry that makes me genuinely anxious and fearful for her wellbeing, i cannot tell if that empathy or not?? can pwnpd feel this intensely about someone they love and care about? this friend is the only person ive ever let my mask down with, let see the real me, she is my platonic soulmate. the only extremely close friendship i have. and it is the first time ive ever felt this way before. do others with npd have someone like this in their lives? and feel this strongly about as an exception to everyone else? i dont care about anyone else to this level.