Thoughts …💭
I have a sister (a yr older) and let be begin by saying she’s a master manipulator and liar. When we got to be teenagers, she would tell me that I slept with my hand in my underwear. I have no recollection of that behavior. And as an adult, I’ve never done such thing. It wasn’t until I grew up and I began to realize how would she even know such thing if she wasn’t standing over my bed and pulled the sheets over . What if it was her hands down my pj’s? She also told me she was aware of the scar on my lower stomach-no one has ever known. The only way she would have known is if she pulled my pants down. It’s creepy she admitted that she would stand over my bed and watch me sleep.
I need to know how to navigate all of this. Amongst the fact that she made me perform a sexual act on her when we were young-I had no clue what I was doing . It wasn’t until I moved out on my own and researched cocsa and it hit me that I had been violated. Mind you, she has never apologized to me for what she did.