u/lolilolllllllokb

I experienced a cannabis-induced psychosis seven months ago. I have since stopped consuming cannabis. For the most part, I used it simply out of boredom. In an effort to channel my time into something beneficial for my future, I discovered trading and resolved to learn it. I fully realize that this is not a get-rich-quick scheme, and I am prepared to invest both time and energy into it. My goal is simply to be able to treat myself to nice things every now and then down the road, and to gain a bit more independence. In any case, I am afraid that if I delve deeper into this subject, I might once again lose touch with reality and that the idea that I can actually succeed at this is nothing more than a grandiose delusion of my own making. This fear is compounded by the fact that I am already an introvert by nature, and trading involves spending a great deal of time alone, staring at screens. I have purchased books on the subject and have already learned a fair amount, yet I remain hesitant to pursue it further even though it genuinely interests me, and I would love to figure out how to make a living from it.

I experienced a cannabis-induced psychosis seven months ago. I have since stopped consuming cannabis. For the most part, I used it simply out of boredom. In an effort to channel my time into something beneficial for my future, I discovered trading and resolved to learn it. I fully realize that this is not a get-rich-quick scheme, and I am prepared to invest both time and energy into it. My goal is simply to be able to treat myself to nice things every now and then down the road, and to gain a bit more independence. In any case, I am afraid that if I delve deeper into this subject, I might once again lose touch with reality and that the idea that I can actually succeed at this is nothing more than a grandiose delusion of my own making. This fear is compounded by the fact that I am already an introvert by nature, and trading involves spending a great deal of time alone, staring at screens. I have purchased books on the subject and have already learned a fair amount, yet I remain hesitant to pursue it further even though it genuinely interests me, and I would love to figure out how to make a living from it.

Sorry if this sounds robotic it was made with google translate

Im a skinny girl who goes to the gym for 2 months. I love chips and just cant stop eating them. My goal is to gain more weight. After every workout i crave chips. I wont eat them everytime but often. Does it affect my weight gain journey and how?

Manchmal gehe ich in fremde Kleingärten um meine Ruhe zu haben. Die Kombination aus Pflanzen, Bäume und Hecken um mich rum sind einfach perfekt. Ach ja und keine Menschen wie in einem Park oder Spielplatz. Ich nehme nichts mit und mache selbstverständlich nichts kaputt. Meistens lese ich ,schreibe etwas oder bin am Handy. Ich setze mich dafür auf irgendeine Bank oder einen Stuhl und hoffe das der Besitzer nicht zufällig Lust hat an dem Tag in seinen Garten vorbeizuschauen.

Bisher wurde ich nicht erwischt…

I unfollowed everyone i knew on instagram in my episode. I thought they wanted to harm me and stuff. I also did this on snapchat. Im much better now and grounded. I am going back to school in 3 months and iam worried they will think iam weird because i have basically no followers and a low snapscore. I have one friend i have a snapscore with and also on instagram i have like 2 people. I dont wanna follow my old contacts back bc theyll probably think im weird bc i unfollowed them and suddenly iam back with 0 following. During my episode that lasted 3-4 years i didnt had many friends besides the people i was in school with. They think im crazy bc i was pretty psychotic and manic in school. So my question is should i try to follow old people or delete it? And how will i make new friends without social media presence and low amount of friends and people i know? I have basically no social life…