u/lowbatteryhuman13

Actually 1 week earlier I broke up with my boyfriend. I initiated the break up . Actually he is a good guy loves me a lot. But there were so many days i even begged him just to talk to me for 10minutes a day🙂. And he was emotionally unavailable most of the time. But when he is in a good mood he will treat me like a queen and when he is in good mood he will treat me like shit.
For the last months before break up EVERYDAY i cried to bed, even once I cried and choked blood🙂And he will come in the morning and act like nthg happened. And when i try to talk to him about what is hurting me. That will turn into an argument And I will cry even more.
And now i initiated the break up . But now he is begging for me to give another chance to him.. i already gave him a 1000chances but idk what to do. Is this decision right or wrong idk. Our mental peace is important .Right!
Actually i am sad sometimes i want to cry out louder. But i know finally i am in peace. But i still have feelings for him🚶🏻‍♀️
Should i give him another chance???

Suggest me one Book📖

Idk how to deal it