This is probably a really toxic thought but idk whenever I see other tranners with scars on their bodies I just think how they didn't have a choice, it was do or die with their transition.
I feel like I'm a man who just chose to try and be a woman. I willingly chose to take HRT because "somehow women have it better than men".
mostly asinine cismoids thinking how they are so smart and morally superior. They think their intellectualism with words is somehow a justification for their emotions.
can't even make a post about getting a tattoo design without a mod getting mad and shutting it down for some reason other than just having their head shoved up their own arse.
i used to think this stuff was so important but i just get sick of this shit as i get old and become unc.
There doesn't seem to be much of any universal symbol, was hoping to make a ring/necklace or get a tattoo one day.
I really feel like Sisyphus. My life being a constant struggle to find any meaning yet there being nothing to find; really resonates. So I hope it can be a reminder to just value the present, my relationships and the fact that I am just having an experience.
Wondering if anyone else had something interesting to represent it with. Even if it's a simple design or one of just pushing the boulder up the hill.
If you feel comfortable please I'd love to see pictures!
I had to get a fitness to drive assessment done today because when I first got my licence I put ADHD potentially affecting my driving which in hindsight was stupid and I regret. I asked if I could get rid of it because I have stabilised treatment and so I don't need to do an unnecessary form anymore. My doctor said I could try but he isn't certain that it could be erased even with him writing me a form to say it doesn't affect my driving. Anyway it was just another reminder how any details you give out to the government or a company/institution is usually permanently there and constantly bites you in the ass later down the line.
In the future I want to move states from NSW to VIC. Hopefully in the next 6-12 months. I want to leave my old life behind, there is hardly anyone or anything worth keeping. I'm planning to just move into a place either on my own or with a roommate but live mostly isolated until I've progressed enough in my transition to where I'm comfortable enough to reintegrate and navigate the world again.
I'm a bit of a paranoid person but I don't trust the government or any organisation knowing details about me and the future seems to be getting worse with face ID, mass surveillance, biometric data, OSINT, etc. I'm very tempted to fake my own death and/or live off the grid but both of those options are nearly impossible so I guess I'm trying to settle for a second best alternative.
Changing my name and sex on records I feel like won't be much because they'll obviously just keep your old data, end result is still being outed. How do I get rid of as much as I can as thoroughly as possible? I want to hyper stealth.