u/lulumajorca

Recently, I broke a lease on an apartment in favour of another live-in working opportunity that ended up being much worse. At the time, I disliked where I was living but I think was making excuses for not wanting to ask for help with rent. I was also feeling isolated so I convinced myself the other housing was better, when deep down I knew it probably wasn't right for me. I'm realizing me leaving was part of a long pattern of self-sabotage. How does my chart support this inclination to self-sabotage?