u/lustylovebird

I'm gonna talk to my therapist, but I'm kinda at a loss I live off of slices of cheese and Protien shakes with the odd smoothie.

I'm hungry all the time but hate eating and my ocd is too bad for a feeding tube it scares me. Meal time esp starting my day is hellish and my meds need a full stomach.

I get sick when I eat usually and am just about at my wits end. I track my food. I HATE EATING I HATE EATING I HATE EATING. UGH.

And then people are like "I wish I had that problem" shut the actual fuck up no you dont I'm crying bc I'm so hungry but i cant even choke down one of my
Safe foods. HELLISH.

And its not like I'm skinny. I'm not wasting away. People comment on that too. Its just hard.

Hello,
I have wavy hair but use a overnight curl thingy (the sleepy tie) to make it manageable and have been wearing bonnets for years after my sisters friends recommended them.

I'd like to go to the gym to work out without taking out the curls in the morning but idk the gym etiquette or if its offensive bc im a white passing arab. I was told bonnets are for everyone but idk if wearing them out is different. Im probably overthinking this massively and nobody gives a fuck. But i figure it never hurts to ask.

My other worry is that it might be too hot even if it was good for sleeping. Anyone have experience with this? Sorry if this is worded odd or an obvious answer I am on the spectrum and trying to get into the gym.