9w1 and INFP? (sp/so 964)
i have been into typology for about 3-4 months, i orginally typed as an E4, then i learnt about E6 and typed myself as that. now, i have finnally come to the conclusion that i am an e9, problem is, all of my past typology now apparently contradicts with my current ennagram (Socionics, MBTI, Big5).
my main issue is my MBTI, i have ALWAYS typed myself as an INFP, but i see a lot of people say e9s are anti-intuitives, but i do not relate to si/se very much at all.
i am so very confused about these contradictions/correlations, as i do not feel like i am sensor. i am also not very "lazy" like a lot of E9's are considered to be, (especially sp9s) which is confusing me even further.
i also do not believe i am C in Big5 since i've always typed as L, yet it seems C correlates to E9
first time in ages using reddit so i feel like a chud, but im so confused, help apperciated!