how should i go about re/detransitioning?
i'm 19, going to have been on T for 2 years in July. i had always been on the nonbinary spectrum but once I turned 18 and could finally get on hormones i just stuck myself into the "man" box because i thought it was easier and what i wanted at the time.
i now had a rerealization that im nonbinary and want to play around with a feminine presentation. im pre-top, but i think i still want it. i've been in prior-authorization limbo for it, it was denied and tried to send in an appeal but im not sure if insurance ever got the appeal.
Anyways, I want to get off T but wanting top kind of complicates things a bit? I'm not sure if insurance will cover if i'm not on HRT. and also i think my surgeon might not really operate on nonbinary people?? i didn't ask but i don't think he will remove nipples or do less masculinization of the chest if you ask.
but i Really don't want to be on T anymore. I slept past my appointment with my HRT provider i was supposed to see like last week, and the next time i was able to schedule was july. should i lower my dose myself? or keep taking it as prescribed? considering this is like a medication i should probably keep with my current dose. but i don't know ahh!!